...javier's journaL

Mon, 05 Jan 2009 20:04:12 GMT

new semester.
new start.

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 18:57:49 GMT

im exausted.
under-slept.
over worked.
over-caffienated.
exams- please end.

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 02:36:41 GMT

And in the end
We lie awake
And we dream
We're making our escape

And in the end
We lie awake
And we dream
We're making our escape

.

Tue, 19 Jun 2007 04:24:33 GMT

IT IS MMY BIRTHDAY.

im eightteen.
that freaks me out.
nevertheless- there are serious perks to it.

WHERE DID TIME GO?
everythings come too soooon!

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 03:08:06 GMT

imm reaaly reaaally excited about my futtuure.
ive got myself a plan. one that doesnt go TOO far in the future.

ive realized you cant plan so far ahead of yourself- because who kknows what the fuck can happen from now till then.
but i feel really ready for whats to come!

Sun, 05 Nov 2006 09:09:03 GMT

TODAY FUCKING ROCKED.
kat/lee/ me played kings.
did somee truth and dare.
answered some door naked.
IT WAS KIK ASSSSS.
kat says: BUMMPING
lee says: this night was AWESOME. we shouldve taken pictures of me naked answering the door.
kat says: I SAW LEE'S BUTTT!!

i wish more peeps wouldve came; because my nigga ass is crunked!

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 17:43:25 GMT

i think i wanna make this puppy friends only.
sorry strangers.

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:52:13 GMT

man, im so mediocre, when it comes to alot of things i do.
anything better takes too much work and time.
hahaha, where am i going with my life?

Tue, 19 Sep 2006 23:39:12 GMT

WE GOT A NEW COMPUTER.
im really excited about it. this way, even if pops kicks me off one, i can go on the other way.
that comes really handy for school work.
and on the topic of school,
calculus is getting rough; i need to really start doing all my shit.

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 22:29:27 GMT

im too much of a pushover.
its unfair.

Thu, 14 Sep 2006 21:02:31 GMT

i finally got all my fucking courses and shit figured out. im real glad that headache's over.
but school's still a drag.
my locker's near no one good.
and big brothers over - which didnt turn it out likei wnated it to.

shame.

qGEWD

Fri, 08 Sep 2006 02:40:56 GMT

i am so fucking all over the place with school right now.
im so frustarted
and uneasy,
and confused,
and ... UJIKBSKBFDJM';FWQ
rw

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 19:16:38 GMT

i went to that school oreintation bullshit today.

you know whats most gay about school-
HAVING to see everyone you dont like; day after day.
thats never fun .

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 18:01:04 GMT

the croc hunter is dead.
thats saaaaad.

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 21:16:57 GMT

i feel so distant from the people closest to me.
like isolated by myself you know.
maybe its for the best- you can focus on the things that really matter when you haent got other bullshit to be thinking about.

i dont wanna fuck up this year.
im so scared of that.
theres alot of pressure nowdays.
pressure and i arent on the best of terms.

i contradict myself too often.
maybe its all the drugs im taking.

things are just so back and forth.

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 05:02:06 GMT

" How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd..."

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 04:41:11 GMT

im glad how things have been going the past 3,4 days.
ive been having such a good time re-connecting with a lot of good friends.

i hope things all work out, and that this summer ends on a good note.

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 23:39:19 GMT

i really do miss pluto.
ALOT.

Thu, 24 Aug 2006 14:42:18 GMT

my life is a lie.

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 01:20:59 GMT

thinking about it all now-
BFFFL'SSSS FOREVER.

ARE NEVER FOREVER.

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 05:00:02 GMT

CHOOBS [ after dying ] - my anti-drug.

ps. CHOOBS 2 <4.
pss. GATOSSS!#!@#!!

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 04:42:22 GMT

funny how some people turn out becoming the fucking example of the type of person you hate.

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 21:34:39 GMT

sometimes screwing up is good.
you learn alot from it...

schools starting in 3 weeks...
SHIT.

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 23:07:11 GMT

i did one of those sudoku puzzles that come in the paper the other day.

fuck they're hard.
i gave up on it 10 minutes in.

Fri, 11 Aug 2006 15:57:56 GMT

"stop using swear words."